@astroweener yes and no. it gets in the way of a lot and is one of my biggest stresses, having to plan around it, breaking down over a family dinner, or getting food w a freind. but i love the control, i love how it makes me look and “feel”, and it gives me something to focus on
@_bybenigna not unhinged, but i think of the obese “messy muckbang” vids, and how i probably look exactly like that. it makes me stop dead in my tracks