Spenthany.

Just another person.

[Spenthany. @spenthany]

The fog. Just the fog.

[Spenthany. @spenthany]

Now I miss you both. Terribly.

[Spenthany. @spenthany]

Alone.

[Spenthany. @spenthany]

I just want to be loved...

[Spenthany. @spenthany]

I'm still looking for you.

[Spenthany. @spenthany]

All my life I've tried to understand what was right for me, but now I feel like I have no ground under my feet, I speak but no one understands, I feel like I have my own private language, I can't wait to find out someone who understands what I say.

[Spenthany. @spenthany]

Time.

[Spenthany. @spenthany]

Time.

[Spenthany. @spenthany]

Going back to the void.

[Spenthany. @spenthany]

I don't think so.

[Spenthany. @spenthany]

I miss you, mom. Would you be proud of me if you were still here?

[Spenthany. @spenthany]

Alone.

[Spenthany. @spenthany]

I don't belong here.
I don't belong here.
I don't belong here.
I don't belong here.
I don't belong here.
I don't belong here.
I don't belong here.
I don't belong here.
I don't belong here.
I don't belong here.
I don't belong here.
I don't belong here.
I don't belong here.

[Spenthany. @spenthany]

Alone.

[Spenthany. @spenthany]

Not enough.

[Spenthany. @spenthany]

Maybe I should end my life.

[Spenthany. @spenthany]

Maybe they're right. I'm just not enough.

[Spenthany. @spenthany]

I tried. I've been trying. But it's never enough.

[Spenthany. @spenthany]

Time, btw.

[Spenthany. @spenthany]

The fog is always here, sending me torns and pain, turning me blind. The headache is tolerable, but the heartache, the heartache is something else.

[Spenthany. @spenthany]

Maybe the blue is broken right now. Maybe the blue has always been broken. Maybe life is not for blue. Neither the yellow. The yellows and blues, always so far away from each other.

[Spenthany. @spenthany]

I'll always miss you.🖤