I want to wait and see if I take more pictures today before I make the grand ole birth announcement on the FB but I wanna give a sneak peek somewhere.. so, twitter, meet Vada Marie. I made her in my gut.
The emotional absent parent can be at events, provide food and shelter, but they never truly connects with their child. They don’t actually appreciate and learn who their child is as a human. This is our first experience of heartbreak, and leaves a hole we spend a lifetime trying to fill.
I can handle the money, no matter how restricting it is, if he could just fckn show up for her…. It’s a complex pain hearing your daughter ask for her daddy that you cannottttt reach.
If you only ever listen to one piece of advice from me let it be this:
Be careful who you have kids with.
Read that again. And again.
Today was the final confirmation that Nic wants absolutely nothing to do with the family we created. 2 weeks ago I received a knock at my door.
In survival mode, empathy cannot be accessed. The body is in conservation mode, and the only energy that will be used is to escape threats. Other human beings around us become insignificant when survival is at stake. This explains a lot about human behavior.
ok valentine's is a "fake holiday" or whatever but would i like to go out to a nice dinner with someone i like and get tipsy off of red wine and end up in a hotel room with rose petals on the bed and put on sexy lingerie and 𝒻𝓊𝒸𝓀 my valentine raw? yes
I feel like at some point people should do jail time for foul language, that's excessive and is making me super anxious and nauseous and triggered and nervous. He's so unhinged. Reading that feels like he's going to jump out and murder me with his fists if he sees me in public
I want to wait and see if I take more pictures today before I make the grand ole birth announcement on the FB but I wanna give a sneak peek somewhere.. so, twitter, meet Vada Marie. I made her in my gut.