sometimes i fantasize about suicide just so ppl would blame themselves for every wrong thing they've ever done to me but the sad realistic truth is they'd cope to convince themselves it's not their fault and move on. i'd want them to think it's their fault tho so sucks ig
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no one talks about how draining it is when your mood switches between “keep going , it will get better” and “i can’t do this anymore, im about to give up.” its like living in emotional whiplash. one hour you’re hopeful, the next you’re spiraling