Ceilingfan ^-^

cw: sadness ♡ lw:36.6kg ♡ ugw: 28kg
#shedtwt (forced recovery FML) online diary

[Ceilingfan ^-^ @spikyceilingfan]

I hate that cuts have to heal like if my cuts didn't heal over and scar I wouldn't have to cut myself so much :/

[max @spams_max]

Me asf

[ෆ @minjukongju]

my stomach is huge my thighs are huge im huge, huge huge hugeee

[♫ casey ♫ @cas3c0re]

actually how it feels trying to find spots to cut between my scars

[vivi @strawbsvivi]

growing up fat and ugly meant not knowing how to be a girl and forcing yourself into the tomboy stereotype since you weren’t attractive enough to be feminine

[Crona of shedtwt @MissingSoupz]

When you're laughing but remember u prolly look fat asf

[Ceilingfan ^-^ @spikyceilingfan]

I genuinely fucking hate everything I miss being small and skinny I miss feeling confident and pretty I miss wearing a skirt and feeling confident in it I hate being forced to gain weight it's so horrible

[kai |edrtwt @kaiserr_rr]

yall searching for fatspo😂😂😂😂😂����😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂I just gotta look down😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

[lynn 🍮 @omadlynn]

losing weight you’ve already lost is actually the most depressing thing ever

[˖𓍢 bυɳι ִֶָ𓂃˖ ִֶָ࿐˙ ִֶָ† @Rinnl3x37zos]

Me when the cvts actually hurt

[Cinny⋆˚࿔ @glittercal0ries]

“why don’t you come swim with us ?? it’ll be fun !”

[Ceilingfan ^-^ @spikyceilingfan]

Living my worst life 🐷🐷🐷🐷

[JΛCΞ @jaceels2]

i automatically assume everyone finds me unattractive until they tell me otherwise and then i assume that they are lying to make fun of me

[Ceilingfan ^-^ @spikyceilingfan]

I stole a bunch of glass from art therapy it's all dull as shit but it's the only way I can get through the meals 🥲 I desperately need it to be sharper or I might go crazy

[❤︎ 유지 @yuji_404]

seeing myself genuinely pisses me off can you even get any uglier

[Cats @mightbeacat]

meow 👉👈