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⋆˙⟡ Zero | 21 | They/She
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— I like Minecraft, Adventure time and all sorts of things!
MDNI 18+!
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I don’t know what to do. I will always be sick, always have this nagging feeling in the back of my mind of “I can be thinner, I know I can, I’ve done it before” but I want to be healthy, I want to be healthy for me and for my partner.
ive been having conflicting feelings about having this account while wanting to have a healthy relationship with food.
Then again, I feel as though I am semi-recov but have begun spiraling again.
My legs rub together now, my clothes fit tighter, and I notice my face is rounder.
my diet plan is
breakfast: two hardboiled eggs, one oikos protein shake
then a while later, another protein shake homemade with pb, bananas and almond milk
then no “meals” the rest of the day,,, just snacking on fruit and maybe one ice cream if its too warm out
peak diet: don’t count calories. be nonchalant. eat 1 or 2 meals a day. have a banana if you want to. don’t count oat milk calories (they are not real). chug tea and water because it’s good and it feels good and tastes good. be kind and productive and weigh yourself 1x/week tops
IM SCARED TO WEIGH NYSELF BUT IM GONNA i have been on a low carb and low sugar diet for a while with the exception of seeing my partner because i cant control what i eat with them
im tiredof it being 90f in MARCH im gonna say it, some of yall motherfuckers need to stop using gpt for every fucking thing, including your recipes and workout plans. we were literally fine without this bullshit.