Nikolai !! // Nikolai of #shtwt

he/him // old acc was @nikohat_0fshtwt (logged out) // I love my husband @deathdazai !! // #shtwt

[Nikolai !! // Nikolai of #shtwt @splingspringya]

my intro !! (⁠*⁠＾⁠3⁠＾⁠)⁠/⁠～⁠♡
he/him or they/them
no dni
I (most likely) have depression
I post whenever I feel like it
taken by my husband Fyo hehe

repost + like to become moots :3

[Nikolai !! // Nikolai of #shtwt @splingspringya]

farts
fart
far
fa
f
fa
fag
fagg
faggo
faggots

I'm a faggot

[chii ´ཀ` no1 haikaveh enthusiast @chijnxx]

I hate people who think you can just easily stop self harming

[Nikolai's hat !! // #shtwt @nikohat_0fshtwt]

normalize masturbating just to feel good not to cum

[Nikolai's hat !! // #shtwt @nikohat_0fshtwt]

normalize gooning for 2+ hours on school nights after 11pm

[Nikolai's hat !! // #shtwt @nikohat_0fshtwt]

everyone pisses me the FUCK off

[Nikolai's hat !! // #shtwt @nikohat_0fshtwt]

I HATE EVERYONE FUCK THIS SHIT

[Nikolai !! // Nikolai of #shtwt @splingspringya]

*cuts myself cutely*

[Nikolai !! // Nikolai of #shtwt @splingspringya]

dude I want a donut so fuckin bad rn

[Nikolai !! // Nikolai of #shtwt @splingspringya]

me after tickling my girlfriend @deathdazai

[Nikolai !! // Nikolai of #shtwt @splingspringya]

when "I'm gonna stop eating" turns into "I'm gonna stop forgetting to eat" yknow ur cooked ���

[Nikolai !! // Nikolai of #shtwt @splingspringya]

i love my boyfriend

[Nikolai !! // Nikolai of #shtwt @splingspringya]

@m1s0m0th3rb0ard might wanna check up on that liver of yours...

[Nikolai !! // Nikolai of #shtwt @splingspringya]

im so confused

[MikuOfShedtwt🩵 @b_heln157]

Wound vs scar, long ass thread
𐔌՞. .՞𐦯
(Bbeans, styros's, cat scratches)

[Nikolai !! // Nikolai of #shtwt @splingspringya]

@vamphyrics 5'3 since 5th grade.. 💔 (I might be 5'4 1/2 now)

[Nikolai !! // Nikolai of #shtwt @splingspringya]

@reliefofasinner Styro (I'm too scared to go any deeper)

[Nikolai !! // Nikolai of #shtwt @splingspringya]

@PowPootis10613 blueberry avenue or whatever that Roblox game with the wannabe gangsters is called

[m8er @ananimprofile]

it's genuinely not even close