anxiousCitrus

Closeted Femboy / Straight / Probably Trans / Please DM me! I love chatting and want to find more friends on here.

[anxiousCitrus @spoiledbees]

Hey everyone! You can call me Anxi for short :3
~New-ish Femboy
~27 y.o.
~Engaged
~Losing weight
~Open to advice & critique

[anxiousCitrus @spoiledbees]

@Hanazora__ Thank you! I'll admit it was hard to put the tools down willingly this time, but I spent enough time unable to walk and being miserable to waste the gift of my own legs below me, returned.

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@Hanazora__ But I really enjoy martial arts, and my old coach. I would 100% have to boymode and they go hard so I'm not sure if I should risk it. For now yoga and running has gotten flexibility back and is working my cardio. That said I could probably still kickbox no problem by next year.

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@Hanazora__ I might. While I got back into trades toprobe to myself I can still do them I noticed that while everyone SHOULD move like the 60 year olds, I HAD to move like them to preserve my back. I've had a miracle recovery but I'm not superhuman, or all that big & strong to begin with.

[anxiousCitrus @spoiledbees]

@Hanazora__ That's still great ROM for your first week! Splits are so hard to get to, you're doing great already.

[anxiousCitrus @spoiledbees]

@Hanazora__ Im positive youll get even further. It took me lots of effort to get to where I was, and probably a lot more again now that I've recovered from my spinal injury,

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@Hanazora__ I've been quiet but I've been following for a bit now and a lot of your posts (and juju's crossover events) have made a huge impact, especially with navigating blue collar work. Those types gave me the boot recently. I really hope you keep up what you're doing sharing your story.

[anxiousCitrus @spoiledbees]

@Hanazora__ It's also lovely to see you make these leaps and bounds in self-image and the philosophy of it all. You go girl!

[anxiousCitrus @spoiledbees]

@Hanazora__ I love seeing your posts on my feed. You just reminded me how guilty I make myself feel all the time. But you're right, refusing to self-forgive will only keep me from doing what I want to do.

[anxiousCitrus @spoiledbees]

@Hanazora__ You could do a tucked polo or dress shirt and wear your pants high waisted. That's what I tend to do at business casual jobs but if you spend enough time in the shop to get your clothes dirty, I agree with other people saying overalls

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@Hanazora__ Yeah I hate seeing the dooming posts from younger folks too. I did the same thing so I'm no better, misery can get comfortable so I understand it's easier said than done to change the mindset but it breaks my heart to see others struggling with it.

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@Hanazora__ That's so sweet. 💜 Maybe even I have hope lol

[anxiousCitrus @spoiledbees]

@bunii_femboy Preach!

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@Cloudlily5 I know some are like that but it's not all of us.

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@uhhhhhmelon2 @sachikoeggdog I appreciate that you actually believe I can hold a job right now lol

[anxiousCitrus @spoiledbees]

@sachikoeggdog @uhhhhhmelon2 Even if I was getting paid the Canadian peso doesn't go very far.

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@uhhhhhmelon2 @tomorrowsworry I mean yeah, I'm biased given where I come from but I'm a late blooming femboy that's genuinely the homemaker over my wife. Beyond that it's a long story. If you've got a better way to put it for my bio please, I'm all ears. And I'm Canadian not CIA lol

[anxiousCitrus @spoiledbees]

@badjujune People will monetize anything they can nowadays. And the pricing can get ridiculous. You're a saint for making it free. Your content is also exactly what I've been looking for, it actually teaches looking and feeling genuinely feminine instead of appealing to the fetish of it.

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@badjujune I absolutely love that mindset 💜