@OrfeosElegy well for starters i have really bad autism in the non socially acceptable ways and then its bpd schizoaffective and either npd or npd traits
even with stuff like this like in my doc i was as honest and clear as possible so i struggle understanding how anyone could see it as manipulation or half truths like i honest to god dont understand how im manipulating people its driving me nuts and nobody will explain either
ive decided keeping up with my online persona isnt worth it, so this account is going inactive again. have a look at the absolute state of my sp gimmicks though π follow @everyweekako if u wanna be friends
"you cannot βunintentionallyβ groom someone. zero accountability" -> IDK what to tell u im not into minors and ive never been nor had sexual interest with them only with fictional chatacters https://t.co/xyGrbdqB6n
"didnt you promise to stay private a an apology to your victims? why start a new public account at all?" -> yes but i recently lost the last close connection i had and i crave close personal bonds so i was backed into either depression or publicity https://t.co/xyGrbdqB6n
"Hi dear, opinion on memomelly(ππ).. Iβve been starved for content. Mama is hungry β¦.." -> i think its cute i already think alimelly is the best alice ship so thats just lolified alimelly to me
"i wish i could follow you but im too scared and shy. i found you from a callout but i relate so heavily (im sorry, thats selfish) to ur loneliness and need for recognition :(" -> noooo its ok im glad u can relate im sorry though ik how painful it can be https://t.co/xyGrbdqB6n
"βI want people to look up to me/I want to be popularβ self centered legend" - LOL yes im very self centered sadly its something i wanna fix eventually but i have enough on my plate rn https://t.co/xyGrbdqB6n
"The pity posting lmaoβ¦β¦ trying to get people to feel sorry for you huh" -> ko i just want an outlet for my feelings like most people and ive been annoying a specific circle with my feelings a little too often recently https://t.co/xyGrbdqB6n
it got cut off LOL but its fine i really appreciate it anon being without anyone whos close has made my mental state progressively worse and worse to the point i decided to just ditch everything and make a public return. i still dont know if ill stay just bc i dont wanna be hated
"of course :) i was going to just reply, but i dont want to get executed LOL... i hope things get better for you, things really get so lonely sometimes, you just have to try your best to connect with those who you have much in common with. i ho..." + -> https://t.co/xyGrbdqB6n