hori 🤍

he/she - 6teen
eng/esp
diario personal

[hori 🤍 @springhori]

please please may this disorder kill me one day I'm tired of this

[hori 🤍 @springhori]

i just need her out of my sight i can't be around her I can feel her competing with me constantly she always makes sure everyone knows she's STARVING she's always saying she doesn't eat anything and making everyone worry about her and that ONLY happens when I start posting again

[hori 🤍 @springhori]

I don't hate her I really don't but I'm LOATHING her lately

[hori 🤍 @springhori]

IM TIRED OF HER!!! IDC MY ED MAY MAKE ME EVIL BUT I WON'T COMPETE WITH A GIRL THAT IS KNOW HAS THE SAME ISSUE AS ME!!! EVIL BITCH

[hori 🤍 @springhori]

@pacingpuppy that's literally not true

[hori 🤍 @springhori]

GIRL IDC FLAVORED GUM HAS CALORIES ANYWAY YOU KNOW

[hori 🤍 @springhori]

do this if you see it!

nickname: hori
pronouns: she/her
height: 167 cm
sexuality: pansexual
smokes: yes
drinks: no
piercings: side labret & septum
tattoos: nope
fav color: pink
fav drink: speed zero
fav food: icecream

[hori 🤍 @springhori]

i started crying while i was eating and told him "when I'm around you, i feel i can eat normally". he stared at me in silence at the literal verge of TEARS. i always remember that night

[hori 🤍 @springhori]

i always remember that time i got super drunk with my friend group and my bf (now ex) walked with me to buy a donut. i was super deep in my ed and i remember being so hungry. he always made me feel non guilty about eating and encouraged me to get better.

[hori 🤍 @springhori]

i always remember that time i got super drunk with my friend group and my bf (now ex) walked with me to buy a donut. i was super deep in my ed and i remember being so hungry. he always made me feel non guilty about eating and encouraged me to get better.

[hori 🤍 @springhori]

"what does it taste like?"
"no idea"

[hori 🤍 @springhori]

girl really handed me an alfajor with the calories in the back all covered in liquid paper 😭😭I ain't eating that

[hori 🤍 @springhori]

and kind of hating the way I have to add this one girl to my wannarexic chicks radar because she won't stop trying to catch my attention about food and always talking bout how she never eats anything

[hori 🤍 @springhori]

and kind of hating the way I have to add this one girl to my wannarexic chicks radar because she won't stop trying to catch my attention about food and always talking bout how she never eats anything

[hori 🤍 @springhori]

I gotta drop the weight FAST or ill absolutely loose my mind

[hori 🤍 @springhori]

I'm not under control of anything in my life rn but something I CAN indeed take control over is my weight and what i eat

[hori 🤍 @springhori]

honestly I just have to lock in again and ill feel control again

[hori 🤍 @springhori]

wish I could dieeee

[luna 🐰❤︎ @soufflace]

irl thinspo is like getting shot 50 times in the chest