As an iraqi girl I'm 16 I've been through abuse at an abusive household and I'm forced to bear it all I can't even state an opinion or it'll be held against me and I'll be abused for it I don't have a voice but I'm trying so hard .. I'm forced into hijab since I was 9 years old and I'm forced to cover up even from my own cousins so they don't get tempted by me since marrying cousins is okay here and I'm forced to cover up even from my 30 year old cousin and my family has told me "why don't you marry him?" They told me this multiple times though I was 14 at that time and he was 29 and I fought alot not to wear abaya but at end I got forced as a secret atheist to enter an islamic school and I got forced to wear abaya at the age of 12-13 and it gives me so much headache I can't even move my head I have to move my entire body to move my head I can't go out and even when i go it's with my family and I'm fully covered in this fuckass black coffin and all women i know aloooot have been forced into it all of them are either forced or brainwashed by religion and family please help us we need help .. i tried to end my life 3 times and I was caught on the last one exactly 2 months ago and my dad scolded me badly and abused me about it and told me you will bring shame to the family if you've actually died and i was psychologically broken so badly and told him in tears and sobs "do you even care about me?" He literally told me "no i don't give a fuck you go and die like a dog and i wont give a fuck, i just dont want you to bring shame into the family" ..