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HW: 168lbs
LW: 110lbs
CW: dk until i weigh!!
GW: 128lbs
UGW: 90lbs vent page.
pro recovery!
anti fatphobia

[ar @sqopliet]

moot hunt and updated intro for #edtwt!

☆ 20, he/they, queer, adhd, bipolar, ptsd
☆ art, ceramics, iasip, fortnite😛😛
☆ ugw: 100lbs hw: 168lbs, semi-recent relapse(early june)
☆ mostly vents, daily calories and some of my meals!
☆ dnf if under 16!

☆ comment to be moots!!

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i need to be desired by everyone.

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i fucking wish my boyfriend would be closer to me when we r in public like why cant u act like im dating u like idk. cant even kiss u on public without pushing me away i feel like a fool. and like i know hes not cheating but like. show u love me to others pls.

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i am SO DEPRESSED AND ANGRY AND EMOTIONALLY DYSREGULATED. KMSSSSSS!!!!

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my bf is deffo ignoring me likeeee. no way. ten mins later after txting... no answer for the rest of the night and esp after i asked him to hang out ... like just say ur tired pls i cant handle this. something feels shifted. he must hate me.

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I LOVE HOT CHOCOLATE THAT IS NOT SO SWEET.... why does every hot chocolate have to have so much sugar in it that it just tastes like syrup.

[ar @sqopliet]

at a very chinese time in my life.

[‧˚꒰🧸꒱ chapter | edtwt ₊˚⋆ @pinkwookies]

Has anyone tried this?

[ar @sqopliet]

@excxllence @x_Noot_ @Camiloodd so if everyone else jumped off a bridge you would too?

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omg i just know my bf hates me i cant stop this terrible feeling.

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i feel so strange. does he not love me? he says he does. i knew this would happen. when i am with someone, we will never love each other in the same capacity. i will always be so obsessive and off-putting to them that i just cannot be fully loved. my boyfriend must feel so stuck.

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my boyfriend asked if we could chat yesterday and i was so freaked bruh. we were in my dorm to chat and i asked if he was breaking up w me... was not that! but he said. i have been really anxious our futures dont align and that we arent as close as i think we should be.

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like. i feel like this is my fault. i told him i can adjust my plans, they arent set in stone, i love him. and he said he doesn't want me to have to change for him. and i said it doesnt hurt me and that my plans r so broad. i think there is more he is not telling me tbh.

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my bf is thinking about moving/transfering next year im gonna kms. the way i said im not upset that he is considering it. im not mad... just so sad. idk what i will do without him. i have no really close ppl other than him...

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@lialockedin MEEE

[ar @sqopliet]

me all the time tbh.

[✧ ✦ Opal ✧ ✦ @spitandtears111]

Anyone else experience like.. “accidental” recovery? All the sudden your Ed is quiet for a few months or longer and it just goes away and then comes back later?

[ar @sqopliet]

i need to be hurt!!!!

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i am so evil

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i want to DIE!!!!

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im back in it hey everyone!!!!!

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my bf is not eating as much lately i am nervous he is relapsing.