"Let me finish what I'm saying without you interrupting me" mf you're the one who interrupted what I was saying and now you're speaking on assumptions bc I didn't get to finish what I had to say.
@k14181227@t_sadiity I noticed you're from Canada, where I live it is how it works unfortunately, I lived thru it, it wasn't bc my parent was spending funds wrong, they didnt have any way to pay for the medical care I needed. Healthcare is expensive here, pretty much free if you're in foster care tho
My body needs love and care after being destroyed by this "family", meanwhile the family that wants to love and care for me have to wonder where i am and how I'm doing. I just want to go home. I just want a peaceful home.
It really is different when it's a parent that dies. A different grief and emptiness. Like smth connected to me is just gone. And now I'm left to look at her when I look at myself in the mirror everyday. We celebrate her tomorrow, and it's so real and raw now. It hurts.
@totheradiantyou@StephieSmallls When it's in drinks and stuff like that I don't notice anything but when I eat the actual fruit it happens, I'm anaphylactic with strawberries so I figured it was the kiwis acidity or smth dumb not a allergy lol (I do always wash my fruit!)
Now that it's 80⁰F again, I remember why I had to stop sitting in this room all day and had to start sitting next to a man who can't keep his hands to himself. And I will die of heatstroke before that man puts his hands on my body ever again.
One day I'll be deserving of feeling something more and better than hurt.
One day I'll deserve to be allowed to put the money towards food, a home, underwear, really just all of the needs I've let be neclted my entire life.
But that day prob won't come.
@musesiq I had a failed stent placed in my renal (kidney) vein, have never felt such intense pain in my abdomen/back. Stent was way too big and pushing on other important organs and veins and stuff💀, I spent at least a week in the hospital and I think over a month of pain management
Mom just died, college troubles, financial troubles, dog troubles, health troubles... and you wanna talk about finally getting a place?
Literally the worst timing.
I have no brain left. I am just a empty shell rn.
@pixyrot I've thrown mine away ever since I ate around the mold and had the worst perfume tasting sandwich (I've drank perfume before and it's the only thing close to what my bread tasted like💀)
@CrxzyBitxh Oh poor baby, I really hope he feels better quickly. I cant imagine how terrifying that was for both of you:( he's such a good dog and super lucky to have you, a pet parent that's trying to help him feel better
Can't grieve if you can't be yourself and don't get a break for 2 weeks straight. Let's not forget the 2 classes I'm gonna have to pay for failing now bc you A GROWN MAN can't let his daughter be a fucking human being in the world. I AM NOT YOURS