Sadly I won't be working more on this, I really wanted to but I cannot let go of the bitter feeling of it. I want out of Pressure as much as I can. A huge thanks to @zayamayava for voicing!
crazy how peaceful life becomes when you decide you no longer have the energy to teach people how to appreciate you, respect you, respect your boundaries, treat you right, listen, communicate, resolve conflicts, honor agreements, be accountable, and have difficult conversations.
i think the purest form of love is just wanting someone to notice life with you. "taste this. look at that. hear this song." again and again. until you can't imagine noticing life without them.
Just watched the Backrooms movie. I would suggest watching Kane's YouTube series first, although not completely necessary. I got everything I wanted to see, thank you.