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i am 🔥spicy🔥

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08.20.2016 😁💖

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I have a new comedian crush and he’s pretty much perfect for me lmao

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Get tf out of my head.

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I have accomplished so much in the last few years and I really did not give myself any credit. I am proud of myself for progressing this far. 😄

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I’ve been soooooo focused on myself and my son that I’m mostly unbothered now. Like… it is what it is. I don’t have time or energy to be wasting on people who only want to provide me chaos.

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I’m really loving how I look with a septum and both nose piercings. Like, my confidence levels skyrocketed after getting it done. Now wait until I get slim thick sexy. Then I won’t know how to act.

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Anyways. My tik tok is constantly showing me Hayden Christensen content and I’m here for it and so are my ovaries.

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I’m a lot better at handling the hard shit than some of the people that try and take control of me. Like don’t underestimate me. I got trauma, but I got the kind of trauma that makes me protective and productive when needed.

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I wish certain people had more faith and trust in me because, yeah. I’m dramatic and a crybaby most times but in the hardest moments, I’ve stepped up and did what needed to be done. I’ve proven it many times before too so idk why they act like I can’t handle the hard shit.

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I just know that when the time comes for me to do it all over again, I have no expectations of anyone helping me.

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While venting to my office roommate about my dad’s death, I came to the realization that I really wish I had better support for that whole situation than I did.

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Because no matter how dramatic I can be, when the time comes, I always rise to the occasion and get shit done. No matter how hard it is and no matter if I have a support system or not.

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Omg. My wording makes it seem like my baby was the one that pierced my septum. 🤦🏻‍♀️ I’m goofy

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Yall ever been elbowed in the nose right after you just got a septum piercing by a toddler and had to resist the normal immediate hand throwing reaction?

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Toddlers are hella slick, bro. They know they’re cute so they use it to their advantage 😭

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AND THEN you say, “but you hurt mommy” and the toddler says, “sorry mommy” and gives you a kiss then suddenly all is forgiven?

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Then told the toddler to be more careful only to get told “no” 🥲

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Or put me to sleep another way 👀 I won’t be picky

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Someone wanna come knock me out? I just wanna schleep