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18 🧼
gw:60 ugw: 40💤
dni -16 🛌

[ˑ 𓈒 𐔌 𝗆𝖺𝗋𝗎 🎀 (25/27kg) @seaofd0ubts]

do i eat or do i starve 🤔🤔🤔🤔

[soap @ss00aappreal]

@whitemonstur i saw the exact same proana post 😭

[june ౨ৎ @gurobeatz]

wish I had “too tired to eat” depression and not “eat everything in sight” depression

[soap @ss00aappreal]

#ricecaketwt would c/s count as breaking a fast? i rlly need to reach more 24h fasts but my dad makes so much food 😭

[soap @ss00aappreal]

@sadsessive @yunyun_iloveyou drowning is one of the most painful no??? because of the body’s reflex to gasp for air seconds before the actual death so you’ll inhale a bunch of water and your lungs will fill and you’ll still be conscious and feel the pain

[soap @ss00aappreal]

@7plkadots tyy !! stay safe getting to ur gw !

[soap @ss00aappreal]

oh i KNOW im big
my friends were eating a dominoes pizza each and when i said i didnt want one (i had my omad but they didn’t know) they didn’t even put up an argument, and then gave a slice to a random teen who walked by
sat there for 20-30 mins on my phone while they ate 😭

[saccharine @saccharinemutt]

being forced to eat is genuinely one of the most annoying things ever

[soap @ss00aappreal]

@icyburrow_ coming from someone who also did a level english in year13

[soap @ss00aappreal]

@icyburrow_ i did deforestation but it doesn’t matter what topic u do, it matters how well u present it, interaction with the audience (asking questions at the end) and maintaining eye contact with the audience (either full memorising or looking up every so often from ur notes)

[Cherry🍒😛 @jandnb15559]

growing up obese is the worst like i was given a problem i didnt ask for and then also shamed for it as if it was my fault that i was being overfed and also binging out of boredom on top of that bc no one would sit with me, i was a kid and had no clue what i was doing to myself😭

[♍︎ @asaprania]

your friends will dead watch u get big af & wont say anything

[soap @ss00aappreal]

@loathingkarma how tf?? i need to know too

[︴bug 𖤐.ᐟ @buggy_rexie]

me

[🪽star ✰ — shedtwt @Star5fvi]

wanting to wear shorts but having fresh cuts