Sarah🖤

18 || she/her || dms open || relapsed || #edtwt 5’3 cw: FAT gw: 93lbs ugw: 89lbs lw: 96lbs || 24/7 david benatar📚

[Sarah🖤 @ss_central_]

almost certain i’m gonna be a full time student starting in like 2 months and hopefully work part time in a new job but i’m so worried how to sustain it with an edddd esp considering the job is high stress/consequence

[Sarah🖤 @ss_central_]

@axelotlecals so real prozac fucking up my freak💔

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it’s 1am at work and they do this to me i ate a little and this girl said she’s surprised i ate cuz i never eat anything😭

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MY SWEET FILIPINA COWORKER KEEPS FEEDING ME I LOVE HER SO I CANT SAY NO BUT SHES MAKING ME FAT

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dude having to be up 24hr regularly is making restricting so hard cuz i have to deal with even more waking hours being hungry

[Sarah🖤 @ss_central_]

the way i can’t cope with hitting a hw is so insane like there’s no instant fix and just being stuck it’s panic inducing

[Sarah🖤 @ss_central_]

i rlly hope i meet this man again in my lifetime to make him miserable

[Sarah🖤 @ss_central_]

@lsdbunnie hoping for 15lbs

[Sarah🖤 @ss_central_]

@cherrii_p1e omg i should twin w u i just bought mint choc chip

[Sarah🖤 @ss_central_]

@pjjmoonchildd and i will always go back to her 11 line abs for a good core workout💜

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@kaane0 yes mine stopped working at my lw

[Sarah🖤 @ss_central_]

@kirkorexic don’t have a bf (hopefully soon 🤞🏻) but i relate i work 7pm-7am and trying to scheduling anything sucks

[Sarah🖤 @ss_central_]

my aunt left this dk wth it’s gonna taste like buts it’s 5 cals so we’ll see

[Sarah🖤 @ss_central_]

#edtwt first grocery haul after locking the fuck in we are so back

[Sarah🖤 @ss_central_]

alr gonna need therapist to be a bit more punctual

[Sarah🖤 @ss_central_]

i purged my starbucks frappe in my car trash bag before going into work and after my shift i completely forgot until i got back in my car and it smelled so bad

[Sarah🖤 @ss_central_]

if i didn’t have any responsibilities i would literally just fast for 200+ hours

[Sarah🖤 @ss_central_]

that way i can prevent overeating/binging continuously again and still be making progress

[Sarah🖤 @ss_central_]

i think it’s easiest and most sustainable if i do weekly calorie budget instead of daily for a couple weeks and have days where i eat a normal amount then days where i fast during the week bc i’ve always been good with 1-2 day fasts and that way ill be able to eat on days i work

[Sarah🖤 @ss_central_]

the amount of time it’s gonna take me to get back to my lw is sickening