her texts touched me tho ๐ฅน if u know me, u know. i was a nonchalant, dont give a fuck prson and i can cut people easily and treat them like they never existed in my life.
but somehow, i changed. i learned. i know that hurts people and it hurts me too wthout i realize it.
& that is why i will be so mad if people doesnt care about what i feels now or take advantage on it. bcause iโve been thru a hard hard harsh way to be this calm, caring, loving shanone :)
i hate to say that i can choose to go back to be that shanone again but i hope i wont :)
Weโre taught not to burn bridges because we might need people later. But I pray I never have to depend on anyone who has hurt or humiliated me. May God bless me with abundance so I never have to be in that position.