i hate people who call chatgpt, chat. my culture is NOT your costume. chat is what you say when you refer to the collective of voices in your twitch chat, not a dumb AI
i was talking to my therapist about this weird mindset i have where i cant indulge in anything because im too ugly. ill put off watching shows, playing new games, going to events, even buying certain things because i feel like im too grotesque to have nice things/experiences.
every time i see someone my age or younger doing well i feel an intense flood of shame & jealousy overtake me like being submerged with boiling water bc Why can’t i get my life together Why am i so messed up Why am i like this & i am trying so hard but Why them and not me
bro the more effort i put into a drawing the worse it does on social media <//3
also can this goddamn app stop overheating my phone I CANT EVEN SCROLL MY TL WITHOUT BURNING MY HANDS
oc belongs to @/_sunny.june_ on insta but the art is by me ofc