the most dangerous lie we're told as kids is that the good guys eventually win. in reality the ones who win are just the ones who didn't care who got hurt...
the worst kind of betrayal isn't the one that breaks your heart, it's the one that proves every single one of your deepest insecurities was completely right....
@Cutooie We break our own hearts by expecting perfection from a flawed dunya. Tie your heart to Al-Baqi (The Everlasting) and you will never find yourself completely broken.
you think you know someone until you see how easily they rewrite the truth to make themselves the victim, the betrayal is loud, but the realization that nobody is genuine anymore is what actually breaks you.
@yamamanigga Letting go doesn't mean peace. sometimes it just means watching the ship sink because you finally realized swimming against the current is a waste of breath.
losing sleep to intense, vivid dreams that immediately evaporate the second i open my eyes, i don't know what my subconscious is putting me through, but i wake up feeling like i lost a fight.
@teawithtiwari torrent Power in mumbra kausa is a prime example. they purposely delay meter readings to push you into higher tariff slabs, then slap on random average charges. your units don't match because they're manipulating the math to extort you.
@sensibleyaps because isolation is a comfortable cage after a time, the walls you built to keep out the pain become the very bars that keep you prisoner. you convince yourself you're a monster incapable of love, simply because it's easier to be alone than to be vulnerable.
it is a special kind of hell, isn't it? to care so fiercely, yet be forced to choke on your own words because they are no longer yours to speak to, we truly are the authors of our own misery.
human history is just thousands of years of brutal wars, plagues, and technological breakthroughs, all culminating in you sitting in traffic, breathing in exhaust fumes, so you can pay off a subscription to software you need for a job you hate.
you aren't "late to your potential." you're exactly where a series of terrible, impulsive decisions were always going to lead you. stop romanticizing the trajectory of a falling rock.
we all just stare at a glowing piece of glass every day, seeking validation from strangers we don't even like, just to distract ourselves from the fact that we're spinning on a rock toward inevitable oblivion.