addie 🍃

⭐️relapsing into ana⭐️
I need #edtwt moots 🙏🏻
🍃certified stoner🍃
cw:188lbs hw:250lbs gw:160lbs ugw:120lbs

[addie 🍃 @st0n3r_behavior]

everyone's telling me to quit smoking because my lungs are getting worse but mama didn't raise no quitter

[addie 🍃 @st0n3r_behavior]

"you're at a healthy weight" SO FAT???

[addie 🍃 @st0n3r_behavior]

@beztebyaa works too lmao

[Luxis 🇪🇸🇷🇴 | 🎃🕸🍂 @lucia_revi61297]

Google being kinda weird

[addie 🍃 @st0n3r_behavior]

@beztebyaa get you a toxic bf it works for me

[addie 🍃 @st0n3r_behavior]

remember ts? DROPPED HIS ASS

[addie 🍃 @st0n3r_behavior]

ok so i gotta delete my acc guys. idk if i'll be back. atp i have no choice, im being forced to. im rlly sorry to all my moots and everyone i talk to on here. my bf has given me an ultimatum and the alternative is he tells my mom. im rlly not happy about this. so ya. goodbye ig.

[addie 🍃 @st0n3r_behavior]

...I gained

[addie 🍃 @st0n3r_behavior]

nvm gng I fumbled I'm back with mr. doesn't want me to gain weight

[addie 🍃 @st0n3r_behavior]

thinking about how crazy it is that I legit went from a bf who would literally beat me if I gained weight, to a bf that said he wouldn't like me if I wasn't chubby, to one that loves me no matter what size I am

[addie 🍃 @st0n3r_behavior]

hindsight is a wild thing

[addie 🍃 @st0n3r_behavior]

it literally feels like he cares more about what other people think than my feelings.

[addie 🍃 @st0n3r_behavior]

currently pacing and watching mukbangs is this disordered chat

[addie 🍃 @st0n3r_behavior]

how my bulimia speaks to me

[addie 🍃 @st0n3r_behavior]

spoiler: I was right 😀

[addie 🍃 @st0n3r_behavior]

I think he's going to break up with me because I acted insane

[ryuna | edtwt @ryunasdiary]

Feeling full feels like this to me. I just hate the feeling so much

[addie 🍃 @st0n3r_behavior]

@elstragedies I always used to get asked if I was a model when I was in the 130s so I'm excited for that again