eli

[eli @stablerspawn]

“      𝙀𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙤𝙩
(𝙀𝙡𝙞) 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙗𝙡𝙚𝙧 𝙅𝙧. . ”

♱ ♱ ♱ ♱

[֯ ⁎ 𓉸ྀི @doverots]

poor child, you knew nothing of true divinity. you have burned at the stake for a god that is not yours.

[eli @stablerspawn]

He’s reminiscing his mother,
He greatly misses @reviledblonde .

[eli @stablerspawn]

he's been feeling a bit out of place and missing . . @ardenthaunts

[eli @stablerspawn]

@steadfastcapt he's giving her a small nod ,
hands in his pockets ,
headphones around his neck .

" yes mam . ."

he says , his voice sounding small as he spoke while walking next to her.

[eli @stablerspawn]

@steadfastcapt he can't remember honestly,
he hasn't since Dad's been working so much.

[eli @stablerspawn]

@steadfastcapt he's fine with what ever ,
just as long as he's not in his head so much .

[eli @stablerspawn]

@steadfastcapt no,
she's not ,

he pretty much sees her apart of their family anyways.

[eli @stablerspawn]

@wifedisposed I mama ?

I don't understand why I'm here. "

his voice sounded small.
he's just been going through the emotions. especially as of late.
being framed for murder really has not settled with him well.

[eli @stablerspawn]

@wifedisposed he's keeping his head in her shoulder.
he wanted to believe her.
he just felt like the black sheep of the family, especially when Grandma Bernie was around .

he didn't feel as important then his other siblings .
was he an accident ?that's how he was feeling .

" but why do +

[eli @stablerspawn]

he isnt if the pills he took
were making him hallucinate ,
but he's stopped dead in his tracks,
looking at @spousescorned .

he's very very confused .
needless to say.

[eli @stablerspawn]

@wifedisposed live . . "

he mumbled while keeping his head hung to avoid her eye contact unsure if she'd yell at him for it.

[eli @stablerspawn]

@wifedisposed he's not sure if she'll be mad at him when he says he picked up bad habits for coping with her death , he struggles with talking about what he has going on ,

" I uhm,

I took Grandma's pills, after
after you died . . .
I didn't know ,
I didn't feel I deserved to -

[eli @stablerspawn]

@ardenthaunts wrong with me ."

he says sort of pulling his knees to his chest , hiding his face in his knees , hair covering his face hiding all expression. his voice sounding small as he spoke.

[eli @stablerspawn]

@ardenthaunts " i just ,

I don't understand what's happening.
how , how is hunting him down going to bring mom back?
I uhm . .

don't tell grandma ,
but I - I did take her pills,
kids at school said it would help me.

I regret it ,
I just , I don't know what's +

[eli @stablerspawn]

@ardenthaunts || he does he can keep drowning in that river LMAO

[eli @stablerspawn]

@ardenthaunts || shi he almost got kidnapped by Richard Wheatley 😭

[eli @stablerspawn]

@wifedisposed he's sort of putting his hands in his pockets.
he went through a lot .
from almost being kidnapped by her murderer to being framed by him ,
and finding not healthy ways to cope with her death.

he's not the same Eli she had before everything happened .

" I - I know mama . "

[ً @aslovewept]

kinda wish i knew what i meant when i’d say, “i miss home.”