I ate a small pack of welch’s fruit gummies, because I needed something in my stomach. Oh well. Probably gonna make spaghetti for supper, unless I pick up a pack of chicken and some saltine crackers, in which I’ll make homemade chicken noodle soup instead.
then I wrote a theme esasy for my on-campus Theory and Comp. class, and now I’m about to write my final paper for my College Success Strategies class. After that, I’m probably gonna go on a walk to get some exercise in.
Alright, my friends. I came home from class and got into an argument with my boyfriend, of course. But whatever. I did the dishes that I nicely asked him to do, then I took an exam for my Advanced Grammar course.
I want to make changes in my life, as well. I want to eat healthier, I want to exercise more, I want to live my life like an actual human being rather than a damn cockroach or something.
Today, I was woken a while ago to help my grandparents carry their groceries inside. I don’t know what they would do without me if I lived further away. Guess its a good thing I live right down the highway from them.
I have to work today, but it’s a short shift, I'm not worried.
Anyways, I went out with a friend and my boyfriend last night, and we were at the bar playing pool and they were drinking until 2AM. I am still underage, so I can’t drink, which kinda ruins the point in me even going to a bar. Kinda pisses me off, honestly.
I’m sorry for the lack of content, guys. I truly am.
Things are difficult for me right now. I’m just in one of those funks that I can’t seem to get out of. I’ll be okay eventually, but for now, I feel like I’m honestly becoming a danger to myself.
It's 26 degrees outside, and it feels like 17 degrees with the wind. I'm wearing a long sleeve shirt, a jacket, a pair of leggings, a pair of pajama pants, 2 pairs of socks, and I wish I had some gloves! Perks of living in a trailer during winter? High power bills.
-S
I’m not feeling all that great. Probably because I binged on McDonald’s, a poptart, and townhouse crackers. Oh well?
Probably gonna relax and watch Netflix or something, maybe do a bit of writing for the blog.
Love you all.
-S
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