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dni if you know me

[🧕🏼 مريم @stainedcals]

if tigh gap why stomach massive

[🧕🏼 مريم @stainedcals]

my heart have been hurting so much lately tbh, idk why its prolly not ed related since ive been eating quite normally for several months now

[🧕🏼 مريم @stainedcals]

so far i lost 1.5kg since thursday, i dont have any binge urges and i turned into the kind of person that starves as a coping mechanism so i guess itll be easy that time lmao

[🧕🏼 مريم @stainedcals]

i was feeling better btw but shits happened so here i am

[🧕🏼 مريم @stainedcals]

..hi

[Taha Bouhafs @T_Bouhafs]

@EmmanuelMacron Si ce ratio passe.
Tu dois démissionner.

(Ça va être dur, mais y’a un trou de souris)

[🧕🏼 مريم @stainedcals]

im going back to sleep and i dont have any binge urge rn and i don't feel hungry either, tommotow ill break my fast w veggies, watermelon and boiled eggs

[🧕🏼 مريم @stainedcals]

hey little update: its 3 am and im 55.4, i gained 1.2kg in 4 days of binge, it's less than i expected. i broke my fast w a vegan caramel yogurt, a monster and 350g of watermelon for a total of 233kcal

[🧕🏼 مريم @stainedcals]

friendly tip: do not take laxs 2 days in a row

[🧕🏼 مريم @stainedcals]

my stomach still hurts

[🧕🏼 مريم @stainedcals]

im never never never taking laxs again i can barely stand i feel so terrible

[🧕🏼 مريم @stainedcals]

oh damn these laxs are killing me im either passing out or throwing up

[🧕🏼 مريم @stainedcals]

i hate myself bc if i didnt binged yesterday and thursday i couldve enjoy it a little more and have maybe chorba. it breaks my heart to apply restriction so strictly during ramadan but i have no choice

[🧕🏼 مريم @stainedcals]

i hate a tomato, cucumber, 2 grilled almonds, watermelon. ill have my cherry tomatos later, i feel super full like my syomach even hurts wtf☠️

[🧕🏼 مريم @stainedcals]

@applecaake Allah y selmek <3

[🧕🏼 مريم @stainedcals]

i hate a tomato, cucumber, 2 grilled almonds, watermelon. ill have my cherry tomatos later, i feel super full like my syomach even hurts wtf☠️

[🧕🏼 مريم @stainedcals]

for ftour l'll eat maybe veggies or idk, then i'll have 2 boxes of cherry tomatos and diet coke while i watch my film

[🧕🏼 مريم @stainedcals]

im literally freezing idk why

[🧕🏼 مريم @stainedcals]

had*

[🧕🏼 مريم @stainedcals]

i have to calm down, i have to tell myself it's okay, i feek so terrible bc of those binges but it's okay i cant make it up

[🧕🏼 مريم @stainedcals]

for ftour l'll eat maybe veggies or idk, then i'll have 2 boxes of cherry tomatos and diet coke while i watch my film

[🧕🏼 مريم @stainedcals]

@rapsodeath mdrrrr non mais de ouf, je suis plus grande et plus légère et je suis loin de ressembler à ça