Today is a weird day. Iโm finally coming to terms with some stuff that happened to me as a kid that Iโve denied and blocked from my memory for decades.
I feel gross, sad, sick to my stomach, but also proud of myself for actually verbalizing it to someone. People are awful tho
Going to an mma gym for the first time in about 15 years this evening. I canโt fucking wait. Head coach is a 12 year professional who fought in the UFC. Slightly intimidated, fully fucking ready
@aparker124_@Father_Z6 Yeaaaaaa thatโs the switch. That alone getting home earlier I feel like makes a huge difference. More time to do things you need to do
@aparker124_ Iโm so sorry youโre going through that. People can be especially cruel and I just donโt understand it. It isnโt worth the impact it has on your mental and self-worth. Iโm completely understand
Imagine spending 2 1/2 years together with someone, that youโve been engaged to since September, tells you they canโt STAND your own child? What is my life ๐๐
Going to an mma gym for the first time in about 15 years this evening. I canโt fucking wait. Head coach is a 12 year professional who fought in the UFC. Slightly intimidated, fully fucking ready