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she slipped softly from a summer stream, as seamless as a summer’s dream

[blush *ೃ༄ @starblxsh]

soft moments that let my tired heart glow again!!

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td i really feel time & experience wearing me down. even at my best, it was hard to look at things w the same optimism as before. i thought i'd accepted my status quo but now that im back here, it's as if nothing really changed

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after over a year ive landed back to the start. i cant fully say that ive learned my lessons; at most i understand better how to manage certain things. old habits die hard

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chat what level of aura loss is it to stalk your crush's spotify and find four public playlists dedicated to other girls with messages written in the DESCRIPTION

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new friends, midnight snacks, hosting socials, and choreo i fuken luuuhhhhh

[blush *ೃ༄ @starblxsh]

soft moments that let my tired heart glow again!!

[blush *ೃ༄ @starblxsh]

fantastic holiday activities just feels so good to look forward to these things again

[blush *ೃ༄ @starblxsh]

@lowkighh are u okay ?

[m @skitzocat]

reading #tweets i made during a crash out

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buny might become her name i always think ab it in my head like puny but buny lmao

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i am often by meself nao but im okay w that and my little buny comes around wit me

[blush *ೃ༄ @starblxsh]

dreaming ab ts.......

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@tuyanluu there is

[s ♡₊˚🦢・₊✧ @h0neyndmilk]

oh to be on vacation with this perfect frilly bag with nothing but a digi cam and a book

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pics that resonated ☀️☀️

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sometimes it's just sooo much of nothing and i wish there was something to fill it

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honestly when i sit outside by myself at nights like this i kinda get faced with the sheer loudness of how quiet it is, and i always feel uneasy and sad about it

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it's kinda like that empty feeling knowing there isnt really anything for me at home the same way there isn't anything for me to do or see outside

[blush *ೃ༄ @starblxsh]

last night it was a bit tuffy.. but the last thing i thought of before i truly fell asleep was my friends, & how thinking about them brings me joy even when they arent around

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it's really jarring cause it feels so all or nothing, when im fine im truly fine, but when things are not okay i can't rmbr what it felt like to be fine