If skk can survive 4 years apart with Chuuya thinking Dazai was dead, surely we can survive 2–4 weeks without AO3, right?
And we’ll emerge just as emotionally stable and well-adjusted as they did.
…RIGHT???
i thought about dazai becoming clean (of alcoholism & sh) and. kind of imagine a small breakdown. because he never expected to live long enough to the point he’s over a year clean, let alone be clean in general. i think it would be a huge thing for him.
idk if he would ever be clean from both, but even one is so so good. i did imagine him like. going to oda’s grave and talking about his journey to being clean & then going to chuuyas and THATS where the breakdown happens (because he trusts chuuya enough to be vulnerable.. omfg)
seeing older lu guang in s3ep1 taking photos even after growing up isolated and bullied makes feel so proud of him. he studied hard, got into university. he didnt know that he would see cheng xiaoshi again but he continued to live for himself. he persevered. my strong boy 🥺
@Ranposcactuus ITS OKAY i am finding people who were much smarter than i was and are graciously giving docs or drives or. whatveer. and reading those!! i will survive. maybe