Sometimes I wish that I was born looking just a bit more boyish so I could maybe look at myself for once with joy but that also means I would’ve been beat harder growing up so idkkk
I’ve always been a little repulsed by what I see in the mirror, I’m not ugly and Im not disfigured in any way but the fact alone that I have a chest and a vag when I in truth want to be nullified disappoints me. I want to be desired enough to be seen and not touched.
I want to preface this by saying I in no way hate my weight. I dont own a scale and quite frankly never will. I only believe in vomiting after really bad binges and my own restriction issues come from the unbelievable amounts of shame I feel due to my dysmorphia.
I figured since Im not planning on being here for too long I might as well have a little archive of my own💜
Im starry :p 18F. I love music, games and movies. Feel free to Moot me anyone! My dms are always open even if I dont reply quickly! #suitwt#edtwt
I appreciate the human body the same way I appreciate the art I see in museums.
There are so many beautiful shapes, colors, styles, ideas, textures, and histories behind every single piece.
I cannot imagine not wanting to experience them all.