To my younger self,
She didn’t deserve you at all.
To my healing self,
She doesn’t deserve you at all,
To my future self,
Thank you, she never deserved you.
Sometimes people won’t ever change and it just time to cut them out of your life to move to your best self.
I keep praying the phone will call and they will tell me they are just joking… but it’s not coming. And my heart is breaking. I can’t wrap my mind around how you’re just gone forever.
He literally got my flowers because today marks 18 months of recovering from an Ed. Guys I’m pretty sure I said this in passing. He texted me today, and said “I got you something” 🤍
Went on a 1st date with a man I met at the bar. And when I was at the bar on my birthday and wanted to take the cup. He held onto it and put it down. Got taken. So today he bought the cup from the bar to give me on the first date. The amount of effort he put in ☺️
I love the fact that this man has seen me with a feeding tube and still found me beautiful and never fails to tell me everyday.
I really got lucky with a supportive man 🤍
Getting healthier day by day.
Focus on getting my electrolytes up and I’m golden.
Enrolled in college for fall.
Maintaining a healthy weight for months.
Started a savings account.
Working over full time.
Having healthy relationships 🤍
Paying off my debt.
Life = 😊
7 months ago was the last time I tanned.
I couldn’t go because I’d faint due to be unhealthy and fully wrapped in my eating disorder.
I had to gain weight to tan. I had to eat to tan.
Today was the first day in 7 months that I got to lay in a tanning bed.
Accomplishment🤍