I'm very healed at this point in my life but still toxic enough to smirk at my ex bosses downfall. I wish them the best but if the universe gives them what they deserve π€·πΌββοΈ good for them π₯°
The person who said they viewed me "as a daughter" blocked me on social media
I want everything to stop hurting
I can't even express how painful it is to lose an entire family and nobody can fully understand because its such a unique situation
I just want the heartbreak to end
adulting is literally you becoming stable, and then dealing with something that could destabilize everything you have in seconds, then overcoming that. and repeat.
I'm so lucky to have so many people care about me.
Why can't I be a better friend and reach out to the people that I care about ever? I promise I still love you I just have a n x i e t y
The jealousy / comparison monster has had a tight grip on me the last month. I want to be more gratuitous of what I have but it feels like I have nothing to be grateful for apart from that I'm surviving. Stuck in a spiral of how hopeless it is living in the US. π
Are children disordered because they can't sit still for 6 hours a day?
Are adults depressed because they feel sad and apathetic when they can no longer make ends meet?
Are people who've been abused having "mood swings" or natural reactions?
We're diagnosing coping mechanisms.
We're telling people who don't adjust to a sick society they're the problem.
We're treating symptoms as something to suppress so everyone can get back to work.
This unspoken reality is failing us all.