starry 🌠

bulimic loser :/ 🌟 in a depressive binge cycle 💫 NOT FATPHOBIC 💫

[starry 🌠 @starrvynight]

goals:

1. lose the 20 lbs i gained in a year
2. lose 40 more lbs so i wont be overweight anymore
3. lose a final 20 lbs so im underweight 🥳

[starry 🌠 @starrvynight]

i lowkey can’t sleep unless i’m exhausted cause im so fucking hungry all the time

[starry 🌠 @starrvynight]

i love the aches of being hungry

[starry 🌠 @starrvynight]

starting a full time job so hopefully that means i wont be a lazy fuck anymore and can actually stay active and burn calories

[starry 🌠 @starrvynight]

trying hard to make myself fall in love with the feeling of being hungry

[starry 🌠 @starrvynight]

i am mentally unwell

[starry 🌠 @starrvynight]

eating all this because i’m a disgusting pig and i hate myself

[starry 🌠 @starrvynight]

being a junkorexic meaning constantly having fucked up hormones from all the sugar and starving

[wren 🪐 @lensgluttony]

𑣲 you just binged, now what?
steps for after binges, with tips at the end on how to prevent them
a 🧵 for #edtwtㅤ

[yuzuru hanyu of edrtwt @mele1743]

the whole "if u don't want an apple then ur not hungry" thing never worked for me because I always want an apple. give me the apple. I want the apple

[starry 🌠 @starrvynight]

i masturbate my hunger away

[starry 🌠 @starrvynight]

getting obsessed with the tape measure again….

[starry 🌠 @starrvynight]

seeing a girl and i drunkenly admitted i had therapy for bullima and she said me too….soulmates maybe 🤭

[starry 🌠 @starrvynight]

@friesnvanilla just another way to control how you look

[starry 🌠 @starrvynight]

hey EDTWT i’m back because academic stress is causing me to relapse 💙

[starry 🌠 @starrvynight]

@junediiary_ Women are definitely more likely to be into fat women (for example ME) then men

[starry 🌠 @starrvynight]

i threw it up in a pubic bathroom #longlivebulimia

[starry 🌠 @starrvynight]

ordered a “fruit tea” that turned out to be 350 calorie real mango and coconut milk slushy