>Wake up
>Depressed for a few hours
>Suddenly feel unstoppable for a few hours
>Suicidal for an hour
>Feel below mid for a few hours
>Feel good again
>Start feeling depressed again
>Go to sleep
This is unironically a normal day for me I'd consider this an ok day
the fact that i starved myself until i was underweight and then ate myself to being obese and i have to lose it all for the third time is actually sickening who relate 😔
LUGARES DONDE TUVE SEXO
Habitación:🚫
Coche: 🚫
Ascensor:🚫
Ilios: ✅
Casa sola:🚫
Un parque:🚫
Sillon:🚫
Suravasa: ✅
Escuela:🚫
Habitación de suegros:🚫
Cocina:🚫
Estación de servicio:🚫
En la piscina:🚫
Fiesta:🚫
Eichenwalde: ✅
being sensitive is so embarrassing like how am i supposed to tell you i'm upset just because your energy felt a little off and it made me feel unwanted
i need to do but not in a permanent way i just want to be in a coma on life support so i can experience a pause. im so selfish. i just want my mmfamily to leave me alone. they wouldnt even keepcmy on life support though. im so selfish god.