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tristen fucking Ramirez im tristen fucking ramirez

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UNC DOESNT GET IT

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OH. SNAILMAIL HUH? THAT FUCKING SUCKS. YOU BETTER HAVE ACTUALLY GONE THROUGH WITH THIS

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I've got the joy, joy, joy, joy down in my heart, down in my heart.

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The less you know, the better.

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You want to know something? You are very, very cute when you're flustered, Tristen Ramirez.

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And Simon can hear it so perfectly in his head, the lilts, the specific letters his accent had grabbed ahold of and bitten down on, the stupid, satisfied smile he had when he said it, and all of a sudden the urge to laugh has wilted and died.

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Don’t worry about it, neph. Love you.

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The quiet, the view, the stars. An utterly peaceful moment.

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FUCK YOU YOURE NOT MY UNCLE ANYMORE

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LOVE YOU TOO IG

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I miss the person you could've been. I miss the possibility that I could've watched you recover and get better. I mourn the relationships you could've had. I mourn the people your friends could've been. I mourn that your children have lost you.

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Ah. No, something was deeply, deeply wrong. If Tristen Ramirez, of all people, faltered for more than a moment, there was something profoundly troubling him.

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Because he told somebody, once, I want everyone to see me when I'm dead. I want to see all their sorry fucking faces when they're sad for me, and they all look like shit, and I look fantastic.

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COOL UNC

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WHERES MY MONEY UNC

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A Tristen-y way…? So like.. I’m so fucking proud of you. THIS IS FUCKING AWESOME I FUCKING LOVE YOU I’M GONNA SUPPORT YOU AND SHIT.

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But his grief, like any others, is completely and unabashedly without sense. He thinks he sees Tristen everywhere, now.

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No, it's... It's not your fault. Nor is it Adam's fault. Mostly. I doubt he *wants* to be like that. The important thing, Tristen, is that you're doing what you can. Sometimes things don't go as planned. To be honest, I feel like I'm failing him constantly as well.

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And Simon can hear it so perfectly in his head, the lilts, the specific letters his accent had grabbed ahold of and bitten down on, the stupid, satisfied smile he had when he said it, and all of a sudden the urge to laugh has wilted and died.