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i will be okay and my sparkle will come back i’m just super down lately

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i constantly worry that i’m extremely annoying and that i talk to much so i don’t talk as much anymore but when i do i feel like i talk to much and i miss the girl i was when i didn’t care what anyone thought i miss my sparkle

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this medication doesn’t control my mental state so it’s okay if i don’t take it everyday

[*‧₊˚sunny☆ ࣪⭑ @starshapedjelli]

took my meds too early for my second dose now i feel like shit so i’m gonna take a break from the whole dose and just half it and fast for a while

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i have to stop eating oh my god

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@dresshehatez no this is just mean

[*‧₊˚sunny☆ ࣪⭑ @starshapedjelli]

@PR0GRAMMED2KILL rogaine and eat protein

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the curse of being a beautiful interesting women is that i’m no longer interesting after sex!!

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i’m mentally stable out of my own free will i’m literally restraining the urge to cut my hair get dressed and go on a walk to no where and come back days later but i WONT because that’s not healthy 😒😒

[*‧₊˚sunny☆ ࣪⭑ @starshapedjelli]

nvm guys i feel mentally stable again i just needed to do my hair and shower

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@junk0r3x14 same i work 4 days a week and the days im off i have classes back to back then it’s studying until i physically can’t because if i give myself a break i wont believe im working hard enough

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i got a 4.0 for my finals i finally have a job, im single again im safe and taken care of im happy but i also just want a period of time where i can be useless and spoiled and doted on

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i’m going back to dating older men just for the break and to add to my lore

[*‧₊˚sunny☆ ࣪⭑ @starshapedjelli]

i’m so very tired of having to work hard everyday i can’t remember the last time i had time to eat a real meal and sleep properly

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i am the way i am because the only people who’ve never disappointed me in my life were my friends

[*‧₊˚sunny☆ ࣪⭑ @starshapedjelli]

@jiinmen OH

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that or a man whispering how he could feel and see my ribs

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nothing gets the ed going then when i was literally getting railed and he wrapped his hands around my waist and could touch thumbs yeah im never going back

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i need to be 90lbs by the end of this week and now i’m actually insane enough to do it

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i relapsed😂😂