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And i feel like I'm going crazy, I'm so jealous of the past, Im not okay with that bc I feel like I'm doubting my boyfriend but its crushing me, I know that he loves me, I just feel so shitty I hate her I hate her If only they haven't been together I wouldn't have hated her

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Like I know he's sure that she wasn't the person he'd wanna be with, I lnow its been a long time but I just hate her so much, I sometimes stalk her profiles, I stalk my boyfriends profiles to check when was the last time he talked about her, they're friends now idk

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Im so fucking jealous of my bfs ex like I met him abt 1,5-2 years after they broke up, he was 16? At the time and he once told me that they did not click, I met her and she's really nice, I just don't know, I don't want to hate her but I wish she was dead

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Im so ugly so fucking ugly I wish I was dead, I'm not going to the uni today bc I cant do my makeup right and I will not show my bare face to anyone

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Driving license exam I mean

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I may kms but only because I have to pass my driving exam and i cant do it

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I am funny guys you just have to believe me and then like me and be friends with me and then fall in love with my and marry me and start a family with me and bear my kids and

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@bamtori_4life My boyfriend does but not in a fetish way he just doesnt mind them and he still thinks my body is pretty so i consider that a win

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I think I'm really well recently but my finals week is going do end me

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@vxmpiredoll @bunnyyyliz Hi! Im not that active but im polish and id love to help if i could!

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I think that it's really funny that I tweet at all since nobody fucking cares nobody reads my tweets but it's kinda comforting that my thoughts are not thrown into the void

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Im so so drunk and i live my mom and i lov3 mh boyfriend and i wish to be with them forever i love my caymt nacho hes so ugly i wish i would never die i wish i could be c
Hot ant pretty and skiny do you think I'm pretty based on my vibe

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@hinabiird I think its just Stone from the kettle

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Also my arms have always been my biggest insecurity but I lately have realised that the reason I was never able to achieve dangerously low bmis, no matter how little I ate and how long I have been starving, even though my bf% was about 5%, I could not get rid of my muscle mass

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I forgot that cuts sting in the bath

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Just go to a concert

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I'm disgusting

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I don't know i just don't have energy to deal with anything at all i want to die

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Also I'm mad at my boyfriend, like really mad like I cried for half a day

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Also my ed has been SCREAMING and it's winter so I may just... idk starve