ronnie 🍉

arfid / ednos ~ bmi 19.0 / the world’s most normal hanner (false)

[ronnie 🍉 @starvecity]

me going back on edtwt after saying i’m gonna recover for the 200th time

[choco (-62/75) @heavensdoII]

relapsing in ur 20s is crazy. I did NOT have these side effects when I was a teenager

[kitty @cherryflavcals]

what am i doing 22 on edrtwt bro

[ronnie 🍉 @starvecity]

guys i was dating someone moved in with him and then two days after signing the lease he broke up with me cuz i was feeling suicidal !!!! yayyyyyy !!! a month later i’m still in anguish !!!!!!!!!

[ronnie 🍉 @starvecity]

how it feels to relapse after 6 months of doing better

[dylan⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ @serendipityspo]

having an eating disorder in your 20s is like being smashed with a hammer to smithereens over and over and over and you still gotta go to work

[Alex !! ★ @tpwkcore_]

Otro día siendo una gorda de mrd

[alex turntine @turntineforwhat]

pros of being home: I'm writing again

cons: it's my suicide note

[ronnie 🍉 @starvecity]

he’s hurt me so many times why do i keep going back to being his friend he doesn’t deserve it but i care about him too much

[ronnie 🍉 @starvecity]

i’m so annoying LMAO

[ronnie 🍉 @starvecity]

i feel horrible cuz i always compare myself to her and i call her horrible things in my mind but she’s my friend i’d never get between their relationship so i’m stuck in this hellscape i created

[ronnie 🍉 @starvecity]

he has a girlfriend. and she’s great. but it was supposed to be me .

[ronnie 🍉 @starvecity]

what does it all mean

[ronnie 🍉 @starvecity]

why’s it all so boring

[ronnie 🍉 @starvecity]

my stupid ass wondering why i’m never hungry and then i go ahead and consume several different appetite suppressants multiple times a day

[spencer🦇 @waltzmooree]

crazy thrift find

[ronnie 🍉 @starvecity]

i’m in. love with him unfortunately