matthew

22 ༶ he/him ༶ gay ༶ addict ༶ a lil mentally unstable

[matthew @starvedveins]

༶ 21
༶ he/him | male
༶ australian

༶ drug addict
༶ cptsd + bpd
༶ anorexic | bmi 16.7

༶ csa / cst / csam survivor

[matthew @starvedveins]

all my hope was pinned on you
you’re the one who cut me loose
but you’re the one who tied the noose

[matthew @starvedveins]

everything would be so much better if i were dead

[matthew @starvedveins]

i know this song is about a relationship but damn if it doesn’t also apply to unaliving

no reason to stay, is a good reason to go

[matthew @starvedveins]

i should know by now
you should know by now
i think I’m breaking right now

something’s gotta give
something’s gotta break
something’s gotta change
but i know that it won’t

no reason to stay
is a good reason to go

[matthew @starvedveins]

mine is pretty basic

[Fen - He/Him - 29 🇵🇸 @FenSaysNo]

will never get married but idrc if you call me husband
im not good with compliments therefore the blue

[matthew @starvedveins]

tell me another beautiful lie
tell me everything i wanna hear
won’t you lay here by my side?
i want to fuck away all my fear

[matthew @starvedveins]

@sadiessad i’m 22, i’d love more active moots

[matthew @starvedveins]

i just wish i could forget it all

[matthew @starvedveins]

@macieewe Parents.

Children, and arguably teens too, can’t really afford to buy their own groceries or make their own meals. They eat what they’re given and have access to.

[matthew @starvedveins]

I was 8 when I stopped eating and 10 when I started purging.

[matthew @starvedveins]

i wish i wasn’t such a burden to everyone :))

[matthew @starvedveins]

@chasingsar4 agree, can’t stand them, even orange juice is 🤮

[matthew @starvedveins]

@chyuki_kcal 14.7

[matthew @starvedveins]

@strawb3rryfawn unfortunately for you paracetamol is extremely difficult to fatally overdose on, that’s why you can buy boxes of 100 for like $2. it’s a low risk drug. 16 pills will give you stomach cramps at most.

please reach out to someone, you deserve to recover and find happiness too.

[matthew @starvedveins]

@Ricecakehaterr watermelon or grapes

[matthew @starvedveins]

@lovalulia no? it’s a watch? not everyone wears them for fitness related reasons, especially apple watches.

[matthew @starvedveins]

@die_t_cigarette i gave up 🥲 what’s even worse is the next season was delayed a month so i had 4 months to do it in but kept putting it off until it was too late.

[matthew @starvedveins]

s3 of diablo ends in a day and i’ve barely played at all this season so I still almost the entire battle pass to unlock and idk if I’ll have enough time 😭 i’ll probably have to play it non stop for the next 24hrs ahhh