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30/rotting/burried out back/

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need to do something about this vessel it needs to change quickly

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i weighted myself and i really should not have done that im huge omfg

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i think i'm not feeling the best and i want to b sick and i want to b put in the ground

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i guess let's see how long i can fast for

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feels like all i do is bitch and whine

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i hate when i'm taking a shit and i lose my vision like why am i blacking out rn

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the shits i b taking r ungod like

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i hate my birthday so fucking bad

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idk what's in me anymore i am losing weight i am staying active i am doing alright but i feel like i dont even combat that much of an eating disorder except when im in a binge cycle i get i have a binge eating disorder but i dont feel disordered when things are going well

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omg i love taking nasty shits

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in 2025 i lost 5 lbs ՞߹ - ߹՞

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happy new year everyone

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it's next year for me

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the only one who can out sleep me in my home is my daughter and i'm so proud 🥹

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@lazyrexic i have to weight for the new year too and i'm SCARED

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i wonder how i can make 975 right now

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kind of locked in rn tbh

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in my head i'm already where i want to be at

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got flu a feeling kind of bad omg

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my fucking head hurts i think i caught the flu that my daughter has ;(