maxxie

୨୧┇ 20 yo (18+)
im so hunger games to be here

[maxxie @starvemaxxie]

but this is kinda a unrelated tangent to the video it was just a thought i had

[maxxie @starvemaxxie]

this video doesn’t move me because unforunately my malnourished body rn looks like their before bodies so it just makes me want to end my shit

[dawn the edrtwt witch @DawnInWonder]

Edrtwt how we feel?

[maxxie @starvemaxxie]

rubs myself

[maxxie @starvemaxxie]

@ange1c0rpse kill me dead omg

[maxxie @starvemaxxie]

@vanillakisswirl my whole weight loss my arms have barely budged so i still look fucking huge unless i wear a jacket to cover them i hate it i hate it

[maxxie @starvemaxxie]

@angelszdiary i eat 900 but i try to ignore bc these r literal children who probably miscount their intake anyway 🫩

[maxxie @starvemaxxie]

the only other thing that can bring me joy besides starving myself is spending all my money

[maxxie @starvemaxxie]

was out with my boyfriend he grabs my wrist and starts going on about how small it is like oh hey thanks

[maxxie @starvemaxxie]

i’m now a smaller bra size than the smallest bra size i’ve ever worn in my life

[Luxray of SHEDtwt @ri0t_Gr11]

Her arms make me suicidal

[maxxie @starvemaxxie]

i want to try the pistachio barebell soooo bad

[maxxie @starvemaxxie]

this picture is what it’s like to be neurodivergent at work

[maxxie @starvemaxxie]

i hate living around people because i just compare our hunger levels like if i ate after you and im so hungry i feel sick WHYYY aren’t you so hungry you feel sick ..?

[robin ヾ(=^・ｪ・^) @limbicpolls]

♯┆food poll - build your own nachos˙★ ̟

🏷️ #edtwt #mealspo #foodpoll #ricecaketwt #shedtwt #thisorthat #interactive #interactivethread #edrtwt #bedtwt #anatwt #miatwt

[maxxie @starvemaxxie]

i’m
so
jealous i want random people to be concerned about me because i look sickly thin

[maxxie @starvemaxxie]

i want to sleep but i’m filled with dread

[maxxie @starvemaxxie]

my boyfriend picked me up extremely easy like zero effort at all earlier maybe the easiest the whole time i’ve known him and now i NEED to weigh myself

[maxxie @starvemaxxie]

when i see an ex oomf that has a lot of followers from my old account that never followed me back on this one im like ☹️

[maxxie @starvemaxxie]

i sh then walk around in shorts to see if anyone would notice and they don’t

[maxxie @starvemaxxie]

also meanwhile they post the same kind of romantcizey stuff but they think they earned it more

[maxxie @starvemaxxie]

and like i get it if you’re lower bmi you’ve suffered through all the like consequences of an ed like the less romanticizable stuff i just started getting some of the more serious symptoms myself but idk it tends to come off more gatekeepy than anything else like ok

[maxxie @starvemaxxie]

sometimes low bmi people on here get really bitter when there’s even a slight sign of romanticizing eating disorders even though they of all people should understand why that happens