elles ੈ✩‧₊˚

relapsed • 18 • edtwt • pro recovery!!!!! • stonerexic😕 • ednos

[elles ੈ✩‧₊˚ @starvg1rl]

୨⎯ edtwt intro yayyy ⎯୧

✎ 18
✎ stonerexic
✎ cw: 126lbs (56kg)
✎ gw: 115lbs (52kg)
✎ ugw: lowkey idk
✎ interests!!: drawing, music (everything from bladee, yung lean to kitty craft, 800 cherries the sundays) cartoons (adventure time, regular show)
✎ interact for moots!!

[elles ੈ✩‧₊˚ @starvg1rl]

omfg. i can’t w ednos. its actually so fucking invalidating. i restrict for a month, then decide to “recover” then relapse, then “recover” then relapse. i’m always thinking of calories yet never really making any progress — or at least enough progress to be valid.

[elles ੈ✩‧₊˚ @starvg1rl]

@st4rv3b3rry like mostly coffee/tea maybe the occasional protein shake or smoothie

[elles ੈ✩‧₊˚ @starvg1rl]

do u guys think liquid fasting and then omading dinner will make me lose at least 7lbs (hopefully 10lbs) in a month or is that too hopeful

[elles ੈ✩‧₊˚ @starvg1rl]

@jj0__x ooh why is that? usually i find when i eat earlier on in the day i have a higher risk of binging + it’s harder to avoid dinner constantly bc of family lol

[elles ੈ✩‧₊˚ @starvg1rl]

the paradox of body dysmorphia is “if u think ur skinny, then you’re probably fat, and if u think you’re fat then you’re probably skinny”

[elles ੈ✩‧₊˚ @starvg1rl]

@jankaverse YES I WAS SO SHOCKED😭😭

[elles ੈ✩‧₊˚ @starvg1rl]

scrolling edtwt is so weird bc one moment im reading how someone is happy they pooped after 2 weeks and then the next someone is celebrating that their oomf killed themself????

[elles ੈ✩‧₊˚ @starvg1rl]

@fangedbones true but that shits so expensive

[elles ੈ✩‧₊˚ @starvg1rl]

how do u americans do it istg all of ur food has an extra 200 calories just because😭😭💔

[elles ੈ✩‧₊˚ @starvg1rl]

oh man my adhd meds make me feel so sick and anxious but they make me lock in and not eat so… it’s a balance

[elles ੈ✩‧₊˚ @starvg1rl]

@sekitsuiz ya they def do, u don’t always have ur phone on u, and also the sensitivity isn’t as high as let’s say a fitbit/apple watch

[elles ੈ✩‧₊˚ @starvg1rl]

guys i’ve been eating 700-1000 calories for the past week and ive been shitting like almost everyday??? i’m no longer bloated and feel heavy???? mid/high intake works wonders❤️

[elles ੈ✩‧₊˚ @starvg1rl]

@zoloftjournal bro actually i can’t take ts anymore just let me starve😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[elles ੈ✩‧₊˚ @starvg1rl]

@killingevv thank u! i will

[elles ੈ✩‧₊˚ @starvg1rl]

i have a crush on a guy… you know what that means😜😜 time to lose an unfathomable amount of weight in a very short time period😆😆😆😆

[elles ੈ✩‧₊˚ @starvg1rl]

@Mimi0622689366 stawwpp i’m 5’6😜

[elles ੈ✩‧₊˚ @starvg1rl]

guh… bc… i’m so painfully avspo i can’t take it anymoreee

[elles ੈ✩‧₊˚ @starvg1rl]

@pettalprincess ur so prettyyy omfg

[elles ੈ✩‧₊˚ @starvg1rl]

what kinda music do u guys listen to i’m curious i love all music and need more recs

[elles ੈ✩‧₊˚ @starvg1rl]

@da1ntydeath yes?? like bro u literally built a following based on flat chest positivity and the fact that she got a boob job completely contradicts and undermines her entire platform and what she stands for😭 and she’s trying to gaslight everyone into thinking it was for herself? ya ok..