star | edtwt

20 | dni if fatphobic/not 17+
sw-231 cw-220 gw-185 ugw-150

[star | edtwt @starwillstarve]

Looking for moots!! i feel so lonely on here :c
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I’m Star! 21 next monthhh (crazy). high sw. i love writing poetry & music. clean off all drugs for 6 months & counting. PRO recovery for others.
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always here if anyone needs anyone to talk to! stay safe y’all 🖤 #edtwt

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sometimes when i eat a meal & im too lazy to count calories i just say its like 2k cals bc id rather overestimate than underestimate 😭

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locking back in at the gym this upcoming week 💯 let myself bedrot for a few days but its time to snap out of it

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i miss being 15 & having 15 year old problems 💔 now i gotta worry about late due charges for my bills

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@leenakms IT WAS NEGATIVE THANK GOD & the spotting was my period starting which lowkey weird af bc i already had my period 2 weeks ago 😭

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spotting days after my period ummmmmm wtf😭😭😭😭😭 ab to take a pregnancy test plz pray for me that its negative

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hi chat ive been so sad lately haven’t even had motivation to open twt😞 love yall sm tho

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i need to stop calling everything i eat a binge 😭😭😭i was snacking on pistachios & had maybe 2 servings & was damn near ready to cry as if i downed 3k cals

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lwk happy i have to wear an apron at my job cus it covers my stomach LMAO

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im so sad i just want to drink a six pack i dont even care to do hard drugs rn being sober fucking sucks man 💔💔💔

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the urge to binge bc im having crazy drug cravings & im just in such a shit mood ughhhhh probably gonna just force myself to nap 😝😝

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went hiking today w my bf it was so fun & i let myself just not count cals today bc i was just having sm fun but tmr back to business 🙏

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ugh my weakness

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Wait im so dumb i calculated wrong i actually only went 25 calories over😭 i was panicking for no reason

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went past my cal limit i want to d1e #edtwt

[star | edtwt @starwillstarve]

went past my cal limit i want to d1e #edtwt

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i wish there was a cf list on here or a way to post just for moots to see without going priv💔

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i fear i folded & forgave him😅😅😅 ermmmmmmmmmm
the cycle continues #starthedumbbitch

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might be breaking up with my bf lol lol lol i don’t think i can tolerate his disrespect any longer even tho i hate myself i know i don’t deserve the way he treats me

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might be breaking up with my bf lol lol lol i don’t think i can tolerate his disrespect any longer even tho i hate myself i know i don’t deserve the way he treats me

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im trying to follow everyone backkk but twt keeps giving me follow block when i follow more than 10 ppl😭😭💔

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my bottom lip is kinda swollen from the piercing it looks silly but i did my makeupppp

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I GOT THE JOBBBBBBB