honey ☆

♡ 22 |♡ return to edtwt! |♡ sw: 154 |♡ cw: 154 |♡ gw: 140 |♡ ugw: 128 (rn) |♡ always pro-recov!! |♡ dni -18 + basic

[honey ☆ @starzlestr]

˚✧₊ #edtwt reintroduction 𝜗𝜚˚⋆

☆ sw: 154 ☆
𐙚 gw: 140 (rn) 𐙚
ʚɞ ugw: 125 (rn) ʚɞ
✧ 5’4 ✧

𝜗𝜚 04, book lover, anime enjoyer, all types of music !
𝜗𝜚 minors dni!

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𐙚 #edtwt #moothunt #edtwtintro

[honey ☆ @starzlestr]

we were born to create be it life through children or plants, be it art like music or paintings, be it stories in movies or books and i chose to create an ed twitter account the way god intended

[honey ☆ @starzlestr]

want to get a long bob but i legit think im too fat to do it #slayyyy #EDGoesCrazy

[honey ☆ @starzlestr]

purged more than i ever have today!! then had a bad night out!! isn’t it fun how i risk oesophageal cancer and death just for a mediocre night

[honey ☆ @starzlestr]

got a job now i’m like either im gonna binge after work everyday or try and use my work day as n excuse to not eat why does everything have to revolve around food

[honey ☆ @starzlestr]

@chasingskin4eva pretty pretty pretty!!!

[honey ☆ @starzlestr]

the photos they would post where i’m laughing and there’s a double chin and she didn’t tell me she was posting it and they all reposted it so everyone can see how fuckign FATTTTT i am

[honey ☆ @starzlestr]

went on a hike today it’s actually insane how being the biggest in my friend group is constantly at the forefront of my mind

[honey ☆ @starzlestr]

play cigarette smoke by olivia rodrigo considering g that’s what it’ll turn out like

[honey ☆ @starzlestr]

the idea that i met someone tonight i had a genuine interest in and all i could think about was if he ever got in contact with me then id probs spiral into locking in and losing weight bc he’d never be with someone once he sees my actual body and he’d never be with someone who

[honey ☆ @starzlestr]

wouldn’t want to have sex so honestly thinking about it what’s even the point in trying

[honey ☆ @starzlestr]

about to binge for the 3rd day in a row 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 life is sooooo good 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 i hate everything so bad

[honey ☆ @starzlestr]

more protein will make me feel more full —> less eating —> reduce chance of being skinny fat !
also more energy to actually do things and stuff like working out

[honey ☆ @starzlestr]

thinking about trying to actually eat just focusing on high protein and fibre and maybe cutting back on carbs

[honey ☆ @starzlestr]

@chasingskin4eva i’m so so sorry they said that to you!! what’s so important is that you feel comfortable in yourself and your parents should see that and i am so sorry that they don’t. i hope you know you are so loved by so many

[honey ☆ @starzlestr]

@unsaltedricecke lowk yeah i always thought i would hate it but it’s clearly all that works

[honey ☆ @starzlestr]

@st4rvingsilver i lowk think that it’s fine as long as you’re safe and it’s what you want to do! it’s ur life fr

[honey ☆ @starzlestr]

today i ate a huge chocolate bar and then purged in the kitchen sink so my mother wouldn’t hear me upstairs. that’s not good!

[honey ☆ @starzlestr]

if i make an accountability post then i might be able to make a difference in my life style

[honey ☆ @starzlestr]

@prncssangels okay slay! i find it so hard sometimes to decide if it’s enough esp when i see people do like 27!!

[honey ☆ @starzlestr]

is an 18 hour fast decent or no?