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eclectic plutonion hacking into earth👽👾

[static @statixsoda]

I hate that at the end of the day i never grew up from being the weird bothersome kid who was crying because no one wants to play or be friends

[ᯠྀི . . ᯄᣟ݂ ۪𓏽 @ripkazimir]

always some new depressive shit from me 😭 im so sorry 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[static @statixsoda]

I dont even care about romance with all this ache tbh i just want someone who wants to be around me, i want a close friend who gets excited to talk to me even if its maybe jsut once a week

[static @statixsoda]

I cant get off my phone because im hoping out of the blue someone may text me and spend time with me or we can have some dumb silly convo but i dont even have someone thatd do that

[static @statixsoda]

I cant wait to get anxiety medication for attacks this is horrible

[💢Mizzy ੈ✩‧₊˚ 🍎 @mizoole]

i’m so depressed and miserable and stupid like i genuinely can’t see a future for myself and not like in a suicidal way, i just don’t know what im ever going to do because i’ve never even seen a career id be good at

[bri ♱ @phoebescores]

Waking up every morning and immediately starting to panic

[static @statixsoda]

I cant be that mad if the stuff said recently still comes true, atleast he'll be helping me out that way, but i am so sickened i let myself show such a vulnerable and embarrassing aspect of myself because i was promised the security that made me comfortable enough to let down

[static @statixsoda]

I admit i fucked up but no matter what i did there was no reason to give me all these promises and tales other than selfish ego wanting to escape or fantasize even though they dont believe it deep down. If you dont feel it deep youll make the plans come through dont promise them

[static @statixsoda]

My future is so unsure and so insecure i have no solid goal point in sight that will signify order and an enviornment i can plan my life. I was stupid to let myself put trust in someone just as scared as me, I'm a fool thinking i can trust someone who says they'll take care of me

[static @statixsoda]

I fucked so much of my possible future because people are too fucking scared to talk to me and tell me the truth. I cant say im not to blame but how fucking cruel is it to set me up for failure by knowing you won't stay or support me like that, but promising it everytime i check

[static @statixsoda]

Ineed a long hug from a friend and to be held for a bit

[static @statixsoda]

Dude why cant people like. Just not make major plans they end up not following through on. I grinded the fact i needed to know if this was fr or not almost a year ago and you still fucked me over now

[Criaha @criahacesium]

projecting onto yellow
#deltarune

[Rin @ttoiwi5]

😭😭😭ppl really 😭😭like talking😭😭 to me im 😭😭😭happy😭😭😭

[static @statixsoda]

I do have friends i do have people but id ont know how to settle down i dont know how to relax and stop crying about this. Ive known it was coming for months i thought i was prepared

[static @statixsoda]

I could only ever put classical music in the bg and even then i dont 😭 if ppl rlly listen to music and read idk how they keep the words straight

[ᵛᵉⁿᵒᵐ ◥ ◤ @RUBL3D3V]

I have a serious question for those who pretend they can read while listening to music...

Why are you lying?

[PasstheSugar @P4sstheSugar]

I guess it really is over, huh?

[shimi @yurimusings]

can someone please tell me what normal people do when theyre upset im tired of zoning out and staring at nothing until i magically feel better i need tips to avoid doing that

[realyuriyearners @realyuriyearns]

cptsd is like if everyone was doing the implication on you.