in the most uncorny way possible ik im not normal at all mentally or even simple ways i think, i yearn to be brainless and walk around like a bulb of sunshine , it seems so free, but im just locked into myself . Thats the only time i start to think death seems ok. I need drugs.
I’m so scared and indifferent about death
It’s easily the most debated topic but it could just be a blank black screen like a movie shuts off or a religious route but I can’t wrap my head around slowly losing ur breath and allat I’m up 5 am tweaking over this