@rentfess Any bf/gf who speaks English fluently, please come forth! I'm a strict sub so I love being babied and pampered a lot. Make sure you won't mind if I take 1 - 2 hours to reply since I'm currently overwhelmed by work.
Can you understand? Someone, somewhere, can you understand me a little, love me a little? For all my despair, for all my ideals, for all that - I love life. But it is hard, and I have so much - so very much to learn -
I love you. I shall die of this separation. I need you, to be able to live. Since I told you everything, since the moment when my eyes could no longer rest upon yours, I have felt as if all my veins were being opened, and my life’s blood slowly drained away.
constantly torn between wanting to live in the city and go to museums and libraries etc. and wanting to run away to the countryside and shut myself in a big old house surrounded by nature.