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[the drummer @steadydrum]

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> tmarp oc, the drummer in grifters bone. other members are @/BonesToBleed @/gbonebass @/viounstrung @/idrisonkeys @/HE4RTSTR1NGS

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[the drummer @steadydrum]

@betterweatherd god, fuck. so am i!!! hate just. sitting. waiting. nothing getting better or worse.

i like how we solve shit. wish she'd just try to kiIl me an get it out of her system. so we could move past it all.

[the drummer @steadydrum]

exhausted.

[the drummer @steadydrum]

@betterweatherd nah. ur stuck with me 😘

meant more like. flowers. or threats, maybe? if she's not into the groveling thing...

[the drummer @steadydrum]

@betterweatherd ... fair enough.

there's gotta be somethin. an olive branch. she's never gonna like me, but. I gotta do something! something she can't hate.

[the drummer @steadydrum]

@betterweatherd do u think she'd back off, tho.

... I dunno if I shld give her an inch. if itd soften her, or if she'd just take more. im talking strategy.

[the drummer @steadydrum]

@betterweatherd do you?

its ok if u say yes. i wanna know. how off base she is, yk.

[the drummer @steadydrum]

@betterweatherd ...

do u think she'd back off if I broke up w him?

[the drummer @steadydrum]

@betterweatherd whatd she do if u did? disagree, I mean. smth she didn't want, didn approve.

[the drummer @steadydrum]

@betterweatherd yea?

what was she like?

[the drummer @steadydrum]

@betterweatherd hey, it'll work out. we'll figure it out some how.

... whats ur mum like? how do I get on her good side.

[the drummer @steadydrum]

@betterweatherd cause then shed be the bad one.

she wants me to be prove I'm impulsive. violent. angry. that i can't control myself.

like I haven't had a handle on this shit longer than she's been alive.

[the drummer @steadydrum]

@betterweatherd trying to get me mad. she wants a fight. I've seen it all the damn time.

[the drummer @steadydrum]

@betterweatherd ...

i wish she didn't get to me like this. i know what she's doing, an i just. let her get me riled up.

[the drummer @steadydrum]

@betterweatherd ...

shouldn't we be. aiming for. more than that?

shouldn't we want safety. I should want that for you.

[the drummer @steadydrum]

@betterweatherd ...

yea.

I guess just. do you feel safe, then.

are you safe.

[the drummer @steadydrum]

@betterweatherd no, no. course not.

but. ,

do.

do you.

you feel safe, right? after.

what happened.

[the drummer @steadydrum]

@betterweatherd ... yea.

... I can't say I don't get it, yk.

[the drummer @steadydrum]

@betterweatherd sorry.

its not. that big a deal, really? its like. most parents don't tend to like me, hehe.

[the drummer @steadydrum]

@betterweatherd broke the news to ur mum.

probly shoulda let u talk to her first.

[the drummer @steadydrum]

@arane0m0rphae ... yea thats about what worries me gabs.

[the drummer @steadydrum]

@arane0m0rphae an i wore a muzzle for a WEEK for fucks--

yr makin it really fuckin hard not to start a fight, gabs.

why are u tryin to rile me up. I'm what tryin to have a conversation what the FUCK. is your angle.