The stress of being able to put enough food on the table for my children is consuming me. They understand more than one might think. Hearing my son say he is full when I know deep down that he is not, crushes my heart. Is it wrong to start a #GoFundMe in my situation? It feels so
Dear Diary,
It has been quite a while since I last wrote. It feels like everyone has moved on and seems happy. Am I the only one who hasn't managed to recover #FTX? I am just a shell of my former self. I've lost all my material possessions, but at least I still have my children.
Without them, I would have ended my life a long time ago. But I can't put them through that. All I wish for right now is to get well and recover mentally. I've come some way, but it's far from what my children deserve. #Help#MentalHealthMay2024
@urbanejungler1 Oh man..this is just amazing. Don't know what to say. Couldn't even in my wildest dreams imagine this kind of support i get from people like you who doesn't even know me. Thank you for your kind words. It actually exist truly nice people. Thanks again.
At Twitter I'm anonymous. But it's still hard to talk about this life crisis me and my family going thru. I'm ashamed. My pride taking a real beating. But i need to tell someone.
@SamMalo98801176 Thank you! Really appreciate your response. And you are right, family is most important of all. I know I will make it back someway. Just hard to figure it out right now.
Thanks again!
Status right now is that I'm very scared. I'm depressed and can't think clear. That makes me even more scared. Scared of not be able to come up with a solution for my family. I've always been able to sort out difficulties in the past. But my brain is exhausted. That's most scary.
@Catheri10122439 Omg, that's so terrible. I'm really sorry to hear that. I feel so ashamed to even complain hearing what you going thru. I'm sorry. But I'm also so amazed and impressed and thankful that you, given the things you're going thru, take time to write to me. You're a beautiful person!
Fuck it. I'm unstaking everything I got left and going all in on two, maybe three projects. What could go wrong? Nothing. I've already lost everything. My savings are GONE, @SBF_FTX took them. My wife HATES me, I'm depressed and the pills don't fucking work.
Me and my wife had a talk and we decided that therapy would be best for me right now. And I agree.
Putting SBF in a wheelchair will not give me my money back even if it's an tempting thought.
I'm sorry. I had a really bad day and felt like just to give up and take it out on SBF. I even took a fucking loan and booked a ticket to Bahamas, which in the end, would mean prison time for me and that I've definitely lost.
It's not me who should be in prison, it's @SBF_FTX
@Catheri10122439 @FTX_Official Thank you. After a talk with my wife we decided that it's a good idea for me seeing a therapist. I'll recover. Thanks again, your response meant more than you can imagine.
@Bitboy_Crypto Not true. I know that a group of people from Europe went to visit him. They got stopped at Lynden Pindling Airport.
As a matter of fact I've got a encrypted chat history where they discuss and comes to an agreement of a contract to go and collect money from SBF
@cobie@RNR_0 If someone buying the ticket, I'll visit him. I'm 100% serious. I'm not some 18 years old internet warrior living in a fantasy. I've collected debts more than once.
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