Being delusional. De-illusion. De = reversal. Delusional, reversing or breaking the illusion.
The people who are nose deep buried in this illusion will call you delusional or irrational. Always remember that.
You don't have to take on every fight and try to clear your name in every situation. God (the depth of your own being) will redeem you. Be your Authentic and True self. And always apply the Golden rule (Do onto others, that you would like to be do onto you).
You will keep on getting confirmation from reality of that which you are looking for or believe in. Because reality is a mirror. It is your own reflection. If you stop and still yourself, you may start to see glitches.
Become a vast enough container that can hold the Universal secrets, and the Universe will reveal them to you.
"Seek and ye shall find" is a promise, but you have to initiate by showing your willingness to expand in consciousness.
When you reminisce about the good old days, you are trying to shrink in consciousness. Runaway from the harsh now moment and go back. But consciousness can only expand. In which way can you expand right now that makes your life worth living again?
“The data for a decision for any given situation is infinite. So what you do is, you go through the motions of thinking out what you will do about this, and then when the time comes, you make a snap judgement.”
Alan Watts