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☆ https://t.co/tfREdScoNl ♪
⤿ stellarum - latin for 'star'

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My feelings are drawing an orbit, only chasing after you

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I don’t know why they’re acting so weird, okay? Whatever. If they don’t want me around, fine. Not like I’m not used to it.

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Your soul did a somersault. You put a hand over it, but he smiled, and it flipped again, and there was nothing you could do about it.

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So I don't try, because I know it's impossible. I don't show anything at all, because I want you to be happy. No matter what it would do to me- it doesn't matter. You are everything to me, and I've lost you, I don't have you as a friend anymore... I don't have anything anymore.

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She looks so good but it's not nearly feeling how it's supposed to.

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‘It’s because I’ve always loved you,’ Rui said without hesitation. ‘I want you to keep making shows with me, it can't be anyone else. I want to keep you happy forever.’

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‘How— How many of these do you have?!?’
‘Fufufu~’
‘YOUR ‘Fufufu~’ DOESN'T SOUND LIKE A NUMBER!!!’

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‘go knock em dead.’
‘Pretty sure that’s not what you do in therapy.’
‘not with that attitude.’

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‘... Can you make me not die alone inside of my room without someone that loves me because I was too afraid to confess my feelings?'

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‘I didn’t… even realize that I was staring at you. I guess it just happens...’ a pause, to recollect his mind, in hopes that he wouldn’t fall victim to Rui’s eyes again, ‘you’re everything to me. I can’t help staring at you when I’m so lucky to have you here in the first place.’

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It made the house not be silent. That might be what soothed me, more than the song itself. …Stupid, right? People need silence to sleep.

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How are you living so normally, all while breaking my goddamn heart?

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He blinked, like you’d snapped him out of something; then the wonder in his expression registered. With a voice so tender it made you slack, he said, 'nothing. just you.'

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'…It’s not what you think it is,' he mumbled.
'I didn’t say anything,' Shizuku giggled.

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‘Why wouldn’t I look at you? You’re beautiful, Rui.’

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He wanted love advice? Now? From a girl dressed as a lobster?

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You seemed eager to take your clothes off with me.

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The way his long hair fell around his face, framing it perfectly. The ceiling light made it almost look like he had a halo, glowing.
Rui's gorgeous eyes gazed right back at Tsukasa as if he was thinking the same about him; as if he thought Tsukasa hung the stars in the sky.

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You always told me stars
would guide me back home
Although they only show at night!

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two souls don't find each other by simple accident.