i can't change that feeling. i've been by your side for long enough to know you. and i know that i care so much for you that i'm willing to risk everything for you.
so if you need to be mean, be mean to me. i can take it and put it inside of me / if your hands need to break more than trinkets in your room, you can lean on my arm as you break my heart.
he holds tsukishima a little tighter and whispers sweet nothings into the darkness of his room, into the confines of tsukishima’s mind, he hopes.
and then he’s out like a light, dreams light and forgettable, because the only dream that he’s ever cared about has come true.
he picks up his phone from his bedside table and sends a quick text to tsukishima’s mom, saying that he’d be staying over at yamaguchi’s house.
after doing so, he puts the phone down and sleep finds it’s way to him.
it comes easy — like the easiness of holding tsukishima and leaning on each other. like puzzle pieces. the last thing yamaguchi thinks of is how they always fit together and that this night could only have been a dream.
// @kesukishima
yamaguchi can’t help but grin.
“if you say so, tsukki.”
he notices tsukishima’s eyes beginning to close, a sign that he’s about to sleep and shouldn’t be bothered.
// @stellaryama
tsukishima rolled his eyes,
“ i can survive .. “
he said spoke sarcastically, leaning on the other as well. would he though? he remembered when the longest they’d spend apart is when they didn’t hang out during weekends or during times they don’t hang out at
he means it in a joking manner, he really doesn’t believe that the other would miss him that much, but he feels more teasing than usual. he even winks before chuckling to himself. it feels good — how bold he feels and how giddy he still is.
// @stellaryama
“ just a week ? alright .. “
tsukishima nodded, glancing to yamaguchi then the computer that was left on. he couldn’t help but hold back his smile.
he couldn’t wait for yamaguchi to come back and he hasn’t even left yet.